Now listening to lee hom's "Ni Bu Zai", everytime when i hear this song. it always give me those lonely feelings...
ni bu zai, tang wo jui xiu yao ai,
ni qui bu zai.
wo shou le shang zai dou dou hao qi lai....
ni bu zai, bu guang gao xing hai shi bei ai,
ni dou bu zai~~wo~~~
for the past few days nothing much had happen. just as normal. wake up in morning took the aireoplane to Afirca to visit my friends there. went on top of the elephant, then i lay on it back while it taking me to tour around.the scenery was so nice.then i fall asleep with the strong blowing againist me.
in the evening i saw my friend kun-bushman..they were busy hunting for food, as i'm hungry so i followed them. they were busy chasing after deers, but i'm not used to eating deer meat so i decided to go hunt for food myself. after half an hour i'm back with 2 chicken in my hand. my friends were all laughing at me. but i ignored them. i used a knife and cut the throat of the chicken, the blood splash out, the chicken is struggling. i was scared so i were running around while holding it in my hand. the blood were splashing everywhere and hit my friends. their whole body is all full of blood. they were so angry and chase after me around.
after i killed the chicken n plung out all the feather. i go boil the chicken, when it cooked i go collect rice from the plain field and i climb up the coconut trees to get some coconut. then i put the coconut in the pot together with the rice to cook coconut rice.
after awhile when it cooked the smell was so strong, that my friend were all staring at my food and beg me to give them some. as i'm a very friendly and generous person i shared with them. they all like it alot, and asked me to teach them to cook this coconut chicken rice. as it getting late i had to rush to take the last aireoplane home i promise to teach them on the next day i see them.
then i found a cheetah. i catches it, and tie a rope around its neck, get on its back and speed to the airport.
and got the plane and manage to get back to Singapore.
haha the story interesting right?. got A*? of cause right! =p..
after what happening on friday. actually everyone also have fault, we can blame anyone.
i'm actually getting quite sick of it. i want to help but, i just feel helpless. i find it quite childish.
ya you are right when you say why i need to think for others feelings when they never try to think about my feelings.
if everyone also were to think it this way, no one is going to give in. it will just get worse.
for me, it not that i got no feelings, it not that i don't know how to get angry. it not i heck care. it just that sometime i will just try to forgive and forget. why want to make yourself angry with someone. it will just make me even more unhappy to hate someone.
i will not ask why i need to think about others feelings when others don't bother to think how i feel.
but instead i will ask why dont i try to think for other feeling before thinking why people never think for my feeling
justin i'm not saying you never think for others feeling or saying you insensitive.
i trying to say is that friendship is just like relationship. like what you told me "whatever you did for the person don't expect anything in return".
sometimes when you have some comment about some person, ya you are just trying to be honest and want to let the person know and you meant for that person good. but no person like to hear negative comment about themselve, some time is better to keep the comment to yourself. then when there is a chance then maybe try to talk to him.
and in your blog there is one part you saying people saying you fat sweat easily and that time when imm and i were laugh at you. when there is this guy in the newspaper that we'think' it looks like you. I'm Sorry.
i believe every comment that people or me or imm made it does not meant to hurt you. it just that sometimes we will made fun of people. everyone also been made fun of, hope you wouldn't take it so seriously
i hope after all this had happen. it wouldn't made you have the feelings of not coming to school. cause i want to let you know that you will not be alone. Mi Ah Nuel and Amy will always be with you k. and exam is coming don't let this kind of things affect us. just be focus to finish our exam 1st. i believe if you willing to forgive people those people will sure be able to feel it and sense it. and they will also forgive you too..
this is all i had to say. hope everything will turn out well.=p
justin i always treat as a good friend of mine k. hope you feeling better.
YAO KAI XIN k!
i'm gong cut hair lu~~ kena forced hehe
i'm missing you~~~~~~~Saya Cinta Awak....
ni bu zai, tang wo jui xiu yao ai,
ni qui bu zai.
wo shou le shang zai dou dou hao qi lai....
ni bu zai, bu guang gao xing hai shi bei ai,
ni dou bu zai~~wo~~~
for the past few days nothing much had happen. just as normal. wake up in morning took the aireoplane to Afirca to visit my friends there. went on top of the elephant, then i lay on it back while it taking me to tour around.the scenery was so nice.then i fall asleep with the strong blowing againist me.
in the evening i saw my friend kun-bushman..they were busy hunting for food, as i'm hungry so i followed them. they were busy chasing after deers, but i'm not used to eating deer meat so i decided to go hunt for food myself. after half an hour i'm back with 2 chicken in my hand. my friends were all laughing at me. but i ignored them. i used a knife and cut the throat of the chicken, the blood splash out, the chicken is struggling. i was scared so i were running around while holding it in my hand. the blood were splashing everywhere and hit my friends. their whole body is all full of blood. they were so angry and chase after me around.
after i killed the chicken n plung out all the feather. i go boil the chicken, when it cooked i go collect rice from the plain field and i climb up the coconut trees to get some coconut. then i put the coconut in the pot together with the rice to cook coconut rice.
after awhile when it cooked the smell was so strong, that my friend were all staring at my food and beg me to give them some. as i'm a very friendly and generous person i shared with them. they all like it alot, and asked me to teach them to cook this coconut chicken rice. as it getting late i had to rush to take the last aireoplane home i promise to teach them on the next day i see them.
then i found a cheetah. i catches it, and tie a rope around its neck, get on its back and speed to the airport.
and got the plane and manage to get back to Singapore.
haha the story interesting right?. got A*? of cause right! =p..
after what happening on friday. actually everyone also have fault, we can blame anyone.
i'm actually getting quite sick of it. i want to help but, i just feel helpless. i find it quite childish.
ya you are right when you say why i need to think for others feelings when they never try to think about my feelings.
if everyone also were to think it this way, no one is going to give in. it will just get worse.
for me, it not that i got no feelings, it not that i don't know how to get angry. it not i heck care. it just that sometime i will just try to forgive and forget. why want to make yourself angry with someone. it will just make me even more unhappy to hate someone.
i will not ask why i need to think about others feelings when others don't bother to think how i feel.
but instead i will ask why dont i try to think for other feeling before thinking why people never think for my feeling
justin i'm not saying you never think for others feeling or saying you insensitive.
i trying to say is that friendship is just like relationship. like what you told me "whatever you did for the person don't expect anything in return".
sometimes when you have some comment about some person, ya you are just trying to be honest and want to let the person know and you meant for that person good. but no person like to hear negative comment about themselve, some time is better to keep the comment to yourself. then when there is a chance then maybe try to talk to him.
and in your blog there is one part you saying people saying you fat sweat easily and that time when imm and i were laugh at you. when there is this guy in the newspaper that we'think' it looks like you. I'm Sorry.
i believe every comment that people or me or imm made it does not meant to hurt you. it just that sometimes we will made fun of people. everyone also been made fun of, hope you wouldn't take it so seriously
i hope after all this had happen. it wouldn't made you have the feelings of not coming to school. cause i want to let you know that you will not be alone. Mi Ah Nuel and Amy will always be with you k. and exam is coming don't let this kind of things affect us. just be focus to finish our exam 1st. i believe if you willing to forgive people those people will sure be able to feel it and sense it. and they will also forgive you too..
this is all i had to say. hope everything will turn out well.=p
justin i always treat as a good friend of mine k. hope you feeling better.
YAO KAI XIN k!
i'm gong cut hair lu~~ kena forced hehe
i'm missing you~~~~~~~Saya Cinta Awak....
