Sunday, February 27, 2005

hope you enjoy it. for part two.. look out of my future entries.Thanks.

haha just bored cant blame. today just visited my grand ma. can you imagine three person talking to you at the same time?

uncle: Xing ar tonight liverpool verse chelsea ar?
aunty: last friday i quarrel with the doc.
Xing: YA tonight!...huh? what happen?
uncle: I think liverpool can win dont you think so?.
aunty: he was talking to me about....(she seem irritated that she can finish her sentence)
G.Ma: you eat already?
Xing: ya i hope liverpool win!..Ah ma i eat already....xiao gu then?...
aunty: he was saying they found the cancer is from the intestine but it seem to spread to...( she stop again)
G.Ma: papa at home?
uncle: chelsea the goalkeeper lousy at you got watch the mtch between the newcastle and chelsea?..aiyo he so clumsy
Xing: ah ma papa at home...xiao gu then?...( trying to shut my uncle)
ah ma: you eaten already?
aunty: ya he say it had spread to the lung. then i ask him how it spread to lung. though cancer usually spread to the nearest organ which gona be stomach?.....
uncle: and you got watch the match againist barcelona?..he just stand there looking so blur!
Xing: AH MA I EAT Already!....ya i think the goalkeeper this few days not on form...xiao gu then...?
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...........and this goes for atlest an hour before i could get some peace.
everyone miss me so much cant blame haha!

but i do miss my grandma so much. she's quite cute after all and next week is her birthday. what shall i buy for her? budget $30( $10 each from me and my two sister) =p

my sexy donkey went the UK fun fair without me :(....haha no la....went with her siblings.. hope they had fun.. im here bored like siao still waiting for my burger to come home. untill now still had not eaten anything. hungry.. kk...enough of my crap. i talk to much. kk XING DIAM!

Posted by blah at 8:12 PM |

Once upon a time. Down in the downtown, there lived a boy.

he is a happy boy. leading a very normal and simple life. but that is all he ask for.
wake up in the morning enjoy the simple breakfast that his mum had prepared. then walk on the same path everyday to school.came home after school put down hisbag. there he goes with his bicycle. he would cycle round and round the town. looking at all different kind of people around there. everyone seem so friendly to him. even an unknow indian guy cycle pass him would also say a 'hi friend!'. to him the world is so beautiful...

One day a friend told him, "its time for you to go out out of this town to see the outside world, its so fun out there.i'm sure once you will there, you will never want to come back."tat friend call fang,she is a pretty,cute,sweet n nice girl...( sorry my irritating mei add that in herself. anyway i shall continue...) The downtown boy after hearing that got excited to see hows its like out there. IS the buildings there as tall as the trees? is there really square metal things moving on motors everywhere? "i want to see! i want to get out of here! im sick of the kind of life im leading everyday! its so boring! i want excitement!"

he quarrel with his parents for the cash to buy air tickets to fly to town. he boasted to all his friends about him going to town. From the day before he flied, he told himself that the next day on he want to be a different person, and lead a different life.

when he touches the ground of what he been dreaming of. he feeling himself had just entered a land of fairytales. it seem so perfect and amazing to him. he feel that the rest of his life is going to be so wonderful.

soon he settle down in a small apartment. and register into a school there. so the next day he happily went to his new school wanting to get to know some new friends. the student there all stay away from him. they all laughed at him just because he came from a countryside.

but he never give up. he try all ways to close to them. he dont mind people scolding him, he dont mind people talking about him, he dont mind people bulling him. he told himself one day, everyone is gona accept me.

but as days goes by. he patient got lesser and lesser. from a boy who always carrying a smiley face to a boy who pull a long face all day long.

he got sick of people talking about his dressing. he's sick of people who always think big of himself and having a hobby of bulling the weaker. and many more many more.

one day he lay on his bed. feeling hungry. looked around at his apartment. everything is in a messy. not even a piece of biscult could be found. he missed his mother's cooking. he misses the time where he can talk to anyone around him about his problem. he even missed the time where he could cycle around the town so freely.

suddenly he felt this world is so ugly. he is so sick and tired of here. the next day he pack up his things and head to the airport. he used the last cent that he had left and headed back to his downtown.

when he saw his mum. he throw everything aside and jump and hugged his mum. she never ask anything and just ask him to go take a rest. just a few minutes more dinner would be ready. so he decided to ride on his bicycle and see everything there.

everything had changed. the pond that he used to jump in and swim had also been filled up and people were there ready to build somethings on it. all his friend had grown up and forget about him. every thing seem so stranger to him.

when he got to his room. he suddenly feel himself has been kick out by the world. everything is coming except him. what should he do?. he dont know.

the only thing that never change is his family. all he want to do now, never ever leave his parent again.

Posted by blah at 6:48 PM |

Friday, February 25, 2005

Now at 9:41pm. i just finish talking to two of my pets.Dark Gorilla and Big Bird. it a long time since i go back to my farm to see how they are doing...

well as can see in the tag board i got forced to blog...so no choices who ask her to be my honey? sniff sniff...haha! she sure angry one. nose hole so small the air that she breathe in too little. =p

but i still love her. =)

Past few days are like hell to me sia. in 1 week i seen 3 different doctor. but among all only the last one is the BEST!

TEE HOE MEDICAL HALL
Blk 802 French Road #02-53 Singapore 200802

if you having high fever, terrible sore throat, terrible stomach ache, i would recommend you to go. but to warn you before hand, the medicince is dam yucky! hehe

im mentally so stress out recently, without me knowing why neither. how i wish i can go oversea and enjoy myself to take a break have kit kat. Today just finish the last paper of my common test. and as usually after 1/2hr finish eveything wait for others to go out 1st. i really have very strong feeling this sem i sure gona do badly.

im now just waiting for the day for me to get a job. partly to my my life more lively, and also im really broke like siao. with only $2.35 in my bank account. where my money goes?...i dont know...ask POSB....

the theme of the movie "Money Not Enough!"
wei se me mei ge ren dou shuo qian qian qian qian bu kou yong....

does only having money can bring laughter, only money can bring joy, only money can bring entertainment. i used to not believe...but now i dont know....

i every year also pray to 'Money God' but why he still have not send me money?...when am i going to receive it?...i dont know...

i only know im get lame.......CAUSE IM BORED!!!...must find entertainment myself. my sexy donkey busy having her butter prawn and leave me alone =(....haiz what to do?...bo bian...haha!

miss you mrs silly...call me once you see this. my fone OOO( out of order) must send for repair tmr. buay tahan already. kk gona stop here. going no where already.
bye.

Posted by blah at 9:17 PM |

Sunday, February 20, 2005

::BAD BAD DAY::

Wake up in the morning finding myself so bloody warm and giddy. Mum fed me with two panodol, laying on my bed thinking of my sexy donkey.
missed her.
msged her.
waited for her.
when my fone rings im so sure its her, i faster pick up. from her voice she looks so beautiful. BUT i made her angry. Stupid me.
Angry with myself, fustrated with myself, annoyed with myself.
again on my bed.
missed her.
msged her.
waited for her.
then heard my msg ringtone"wo de cuo"-----u take gd care even tho i dun noe wads wrong wif you----and a song by ou de yang
do you used to it without having my shoulder as your pillow
from the place you are you cant see my lonliness here
i wait here till the day you come back
do you used to it without having me hugging you to give you warm
thru email you cant see my lonliness here
no matter how far the two world is part, if our heart close to each other, we can feel the warm
i surrender all my dreams to you
i was so touched. tried to cheered myself up. tried called her. but she never pick up.
i suddenly so angry. i told myself im not gona call her till she call me.
i turn to the right side of my bed. to the left. i closed my eyes. but i cant feel my hand holding on to something and it pressed something. useless me.....
she picked up."Hello! i senting my brother to his piano class. i call after i reach home k."----all i say is ya..ok..hmm..ok...bye...=(
after awhile hear a song "over and over" she called!. i faster call her back. finally can talk to her. but she on the way to causeway so i just. talked awhile. then i continue on my bed...
missed her
waited for her
then we talk awhile while her siblings are play arcade. i wanted to see her so much. i was alone at home. when my stomach pain again, how i wish she was here to take the medicines for me and fed me. all the medicine are making me real sick. i took a total of 4 panadol 5pills given by the doc. 6 sore throat sweet(which taste like medicine) feel like vomiting.
laying on my bed restlessly. bored and sicked. then i get up and play the jay chou's live concert cd which my honey brought for me for valentines! i love it! blashing it hoping it can blash away all my boredom all my mood. all my problem.
then i suddenly feel like singing a song by zhan zheng yue
Wo hao hao xiang fei ( i want to fly )
tao li zhe ge feng kuang shi jie ( get out of this crazy world)
na me duo ku ( so much trouble )
na me duo lei ( so much tired )
na me duo mo ming de lei shui ( so much tears )
then i printed the notes that my sexy donkey send me, for tmr test. see it, i can comfirm less then 5mins i can finish the whole paper tmr. it sucks!.
at evening my honey called me. we finally settle down and be able to talk. starting was ok. But some how i got her angry again. stupid me.
what i want? all the time i been waiting for her. when i can talk to her finally i made her angry.
what the hell i want? i dont know. i dont know. i hate myself.
think now she must be taking a nap. doubt she will call me tonight.i'm sorry.
everytime when im sick i just get too hot temper. i must control.
XING MUST REMEMBER!!!! DUMB ASS!
but i really wish someone to be by my side whenever im not feeling well. taking care of me. keeping me company. but i know i cant be so sellfish. i know i know.
kk i shall stop here. my head is spinning. and ya i'll make sure i will make more effort to blog.
my sexy donkey is so cute. always trying ways to make me blog. just like the previous entry. she actually bloged for me. haha! love you honey. i'm sorry to hurt you. i will be a better better man for you.Asepharagus

Posted by blah at 7:19 PM |

im sooo soooo sure no one's gonna view this.I'm soo soooo sure.I smell something foul and I see rust every inch every corner.Why not take this chance to blog about sth after my gucciwawa girl made this template fer me ? winks. I"ve been sick of not able to find a proper job and i've been sick.literally.fever.But the only thing that im contented of was to spend almost everyday with my girl for 6 consecutive months.Thank God it's going strong and will always be.

I would beg with a million 'please' to each and every one not to neglect this blog cos hard work's ought to be paid.And here I am starting to blog after a series of months when my computer turns its back on me.But right now,it works hand in hand with me and im gladly to say that im gonna appreciate this blog more than anything else in the world.

But on the other hand,Blogs are for ppl to rant.And hoping not many people to know the 'down' part of my life.Anyhow,I'm still contented.winks.

God Bless.

p.s: Do tagg me.

Posted by blah at 5:29 PM |