tranquil immortal

Scary!!
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Posted by blah at 5:19 PM | Permalink

thinking of the 1st week in school, everything seem so perfect. everyone were getting along so well. and were never worried of not understanding what the hell the lecturer were talking about.
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but now. everything are so much different.
i really wish time can go back and stop there forever.
now everyone is worried about project.
for me i have not even started on any, but i'm not worried at all cause all my life i been doing things last minutes. still remember the days where i ton 2 night just to finish up my art preparation work. i'm just lazy cant blame.
i really hope that everyone is coping well with those project, if there is any problem if i can i'm most willing to help really, altho i'm not that good at it.

alot of things happen today. actually i planned to try and finish the golf project by today. then amy was like telling me ling and her is going school to do the project. so i decided to follow along. when i was there, i can some how sense that they were really very stress up. as something had happen, i dont intend to talk about it. but ya every person always only think about themselve and forget about other people feelings, its normal every human being is the same. who dont think about themselve 1st?.
i hate to see people always see their life with just problem and problem. the reason for problem to affect themselve so much is because of themselve. problem is there to be solve. not to be worry about. if for the time being you cant solve it. just put it aside.
why want to holding on to the problem when you know that now you unable to solve and making yourself so upset?. its no point. must learn to be positive. must live a life that you are happy. and not a life where you always feeling dieing. if you are surviving a life that is so unhappy whats the point?.
sometime i really wish that i have the special power that i can read people's mind and change people thinking, and knowing everything. i want people around me to be happy with no worry.especially you. i want to know how you feeling. i want to be there when you are down. i want to be there when you need someone to be there for you. i want to be there when you not feeling well. i want to take care of you. i want to be 24hr stand by for you. i want..i want...
i want to be by your side taking care of you forever. i will.
now what i want to do is just to concerntrate in finishing my project. so that i would have much more time to prepare for my semester exam which is coming real soon. i'm worried. i'm really worried, not only for myself but for EVERYONE.

Posted by blah at 1:25 AM | Permalink