yoz! im finally here blogging. :p...spent 2 nights editing my new blog skin..but still feel that it very plain :(, but anyway its still my hardwork must treasure haha.
me waited for my jie finish her usually kpoing surfing friendster. she will be there holding to the phone infront of the com talking to her friend, they will be like,
"hey do you want to see his cousin?"
"sally"
.."her name is sally?"
"no is sandy, also dont why she put her nick as sally"
.."(i dont know what she say, my ear no that big)"
"i dont like her very bitchy, you see her pic......"
haiz. does all girls do that. i really cant stand it, i was like keep beside her disturbing her to let me use the com. haha!
dont know if its a bad habit, last few nights she came home late, so no one was here fighting with me for the com. i still can go watch tv, talk on phone, never feel like bloging. but just now see her use the com only, i suddenly just feel like blogging so badly,weird huh?..cant blame too cute! haha.
past few days heard alot of things from different people, everyone have their own problem. but i just dont wish to get involve. in the morning my mum told me next time you better take care of your aunty, since young she dote you so much. yesterday my grandma told me, next time when you grow up dont forget about you uncle, he dote you most. also yesterday my aunty told me, you must start to take care of your parent, your dad not young anymore, he is getting old, it very tiring for him to work in that kind of environment. I suddenly feel that i had grown up. haha.
i had decided to stop the marketing job. i know alot of people around will say, aiya expected. i had let people who supported me down. i really want to continue to work for my goal. i want to be finacially free at the age of 25. i want to drive a BMW at the age of 22. this is a dream. its a dream that people did make it happen. that attracted me into it. i have see all kind of people in my family. i really want to prove to my that fucking cousin so badly.
this whole 1-2week i just wasted my time mostly at home. i know i could have go work. but i just feel lazy. so many time i told myself i should go for the marketing. but im scared. i know if i go down, if i want to continue working with them. i sure have to go find one of my relative. which i dont see any of them in my mind. my upline told me "you never try you never know. you are not a fortune teller, how you know who will buy from you, who will not." i know. but now now of them is coping with my grandma medical bills, my aunty need cash for operation, all have their kids to take care. thats why i have decided i should stop daydreaming. i got no time for this dream, i got not much network for this dream, i got no confident anymore. im sorry.
i believe to achieve my goal i might not just have to be in that line. i must learn to save up, and work hard. as for luggage, i hate this fucking supervisor of mine. but no choice for the time been i have to ask him to give me a place to work. im gona start work on this coming friday till when? i dont know. and the thing is its at Choa Chu Kang! can imagine the 1st day of work i have to reach there by 8am to set up the counter. from sengkang?..haiz what to do?
i want a night shift job, but my cousin told me "do you think you can take it? did you try for 1 whole week everyday sleep at 2am and wake up at 630am? if you can take it then you come and tell me this" i think it true too. :p..so ya better stick with my day job. XIXING START SEARCHING! you stupid gong gong!
this coming saturday, my family gona have a bbq for my dad and jie birthday, my dad on 1stmay, my jie on 3rdmay. they planned alot of things, but i doubt i could make it in the fact that i starting work on the friday. cant be the next time i take off what. my mei and her friends all planning to share and buy my jie somethings. as for my dad im not buying him anything. im now broke. if i were to take my mum money and buy him a present i feel that there is no point. so im just gona wish him a Happy Birthday. i feel like a bad son. haha. never mind must work hard.
kk i think im too long winded. i shall now. im bored!! how? my lazy donkey still in her nap haiz...im rotting
me waited for my jie finish her usually kpoing surfing friendster. she will be there holding to the phone infront of the com talking to her friend, they will be like,
"hey do you want to see his cousin?"
"sally"
.."her name is sally?"
"no is sandy, also dont why she put her nick as sally"
.."(i dont know what she say, my ear no that big)"
"i dont like her very bitchy, you see her pic......"
haiz. does all girls do that. i really cant stand it, i was like keep beside her disturbing her to let me use the com. haha!
dont know if its a bad habit, last few nights she came home late, so no one was here fighting with me for the com. i still can go watch tv, talk on phone, never feel like bloging. but just now see her use the com only, i suddenly just feel like blogging so badly,weird huh?..cant blame too cute! haha.
past few days heard alot of things from different people, everyone have their own problem. but i just dont wish to get involve. in the morning my mum told me next time you better take care of your aunty, since young she dote you so much. yesterday my grandma told me, next time when you grow up dont forget about you uncle, he dote you most. also yesterday my aunty told me, you must start to take care of your parent, your dad not young anymore, he is getting old, it very tiring for him to work in that kind of environment. I suddenly feel that i had grown up. haha.
i had decided to stop the marketing job. i know alot of people around will say, aiya expected. i had let people who supported me down. i really want to continue to work for my goal. i want to be finacially free at the age of 25. i want to drive a BMW at the age of 22. this is a dream. its a dream that people did make it happen. that attracted me into it. i have see all kind of people in my family. i really want to prove to my that fucking cousin so badly.
this whole 1-2week i just wasted my time mostly at home. i know i could have go work. but i just feel lazy. so many time i told myself i should go for the marketing. but im scared. i know if i go down, if i want to continue working with them. i sure have to go find one of my relative. which i dont see any of them in my mind. my upline told me "you never try you never know. you are not a fortune teller, how you know who will buy from you, who will not." i know. but now now of them is coping with my grandma medical bills, my aunty need cash for operation, all have their kids to take care. thats why i have decided i should stop daydreaming. i got no time for this dream, i got not much network for this dream, i got no confident anymore. im sorry.
i believe to achieve my goal i might not just have to be in that line. i must learn to save up, and work hard. as for luggage, i hate this fucking supervisor of mine. but no choice for the time been i have to ask him to give me a place to work. im gona start work on this coming friday till when? i dont know. and the thing is its at Choa Chu Kang! can imagine the 1st day of work i have to reach there by 8am to set up the counter. from sengkang?..haiz what to do?
i want a night shift job, but my cousin told me "do you think you can take it? did you try for 1 whole week everyday sleep at 2am and wake up at 630am? if you can take it then you come and tell me this" i think it true too. :p..so ya better stick with my day job. XIXING START SEARCHING! you stupid gong gong!
this coming saturday, my family gona have a bbq for my dad and jie birthday, my dad on 1stmay, my jie on 3rdmay. they planned alot of things, but i doubt i could make it in the fact that i starting work on the friday. cant be the next time i take off what. my mei and her friends all planning to share and buy my jie somethings. as for my dad im not buying him anything. im now broke. if i were to take my mum money and buy him a present i feel that there is no point. so im just gona wish him a Happy Birthday. i feel like a bad son. haha. never mind must work hard.
kk i think im too long winded. i shall now. im bored!! how? my lazy donkey still in her nap haiz...im rotting
