tranquil immortal

::OKAY!! i think in time to come,xixing's blog will be half mine.*evil laughs.why not lets pretend that he's writing this entry? okay,here goes:

Lets see,i woke up late this morning at around 8 plus and i was all ready with my cash to hail the cab but damn it,no cab.So i was late and was marked-half day off.Fuck,how i wish i could have taken my time off and arrive around 11.in that way my 'half day' was well treated.

I met my girl outside her lab around 11 and went for a quick makan.We ate at ,shit,what's that shop called?,ahh anyway,she ate pasta mushroom and i ate her leftovers,spicy chicken sandwich and oreo cheesecake!! and im still freaking hungry!! so yeah,after that she bought apple dippers and she was dead happy because it makes her healthy.Yeah,like whatever.sheesh!!

then we went back to our lab.He,the one beside me in lab,was as usual,freaking irritating,a pain in my huge ass and definitely not putting in effort in the project.So what i did was to disturb the rest of the lab mates who were concentrating on their projects!! hahaha!!!

Then i called my girl again but she insisted i go over to her lab and watch The hills have eyes.So yeah,it was a good show,din manage to watch the entire show though but it was nice.

Later on,Sunny and gang arrived and we chatted.It was nice to see familiar faces and talking crap.heee. :)

Many many hours passed by,again i was dead bored in the lab so i surfed around checking email and the beautiful beautiful website she made for me.it was definitely a plus.Thanks sweets!(note:you welcome!-amyy)

It's time to go home and im pretty hungry (again!) so the both of us ate at food junction and after which headed home and window shopped for birthday gifts.It was nice having her company and the most importantly was to see her smile.

allright!! can't wait for tomorrow,a new day to begin with.ciao ya'll.

smiles,
Xixing.(i mean amyyy.teeeheee. :D)

Posted by blah at 12:53 AM | Permalink

::A-oohkay,xixing didn't blog and since iim in the mood to talk rubbish or in other words type rubbish and im left with another half an hour more to dismissal i'd rather say something here.Sorry sweets :)

So yeah,my entire lab here is definitely filled with people playing dota,im munching spicy prawn cracker sippin' chrysanthemum tea with 6 of my friends watching 'Failure to Launch'.i know when i boyfriend hates it whenever i mention how carefree i am right here in Block L.Boyfriend's lab is definitely restricted to the least freedom anyone can ever ask for.

Probably dear,you should might as well,admit yourself to your own personal asylum or probably a prison.because the state you are now is no different than a jailbird. :)

That aside,looking at the bright side,its Week 7 now.Time passes like in a blink of an eye.5 more weeks sufferin' thru that deadly hell over at Block R and you're off to work,havin' attachment and everything,makin' money all.Life SHOULD be treating you good.I"ll be missing the times we have lunch together.and crappin' and all.argh !!! :) can i do FYP instead ?!?!?!? *screams loud.

Sighs and many sighs.

15 more minutes to go before i switch off the comp and zoom off to Bishan to catch Take The Lead.that should be allright because *hopin'* my cramps won't be visiting my immune system anytime soon.

will Take The Lead be fun ? :) hope so.

okay,im logging off soon.you guys take good care.and if xixing doesn't blog again,I'll be back *crosses fingers* and I WILL.

okay !!! byee!! :)

xoxo,amY.

Posted by blah at 5:35 PM | Permalink

tmr will be my presentation already! haha. but its in the moring 830am!!! so thats mean i have to reach around 15mins earglier haiz.. but atleast we will be 1st group to present. hopefully will be better.

later my girl is going accompany me to cut hair. my mum told me that riverval plaza has a salon that just open and they charge very cheap. just $8 for guys. so later i hope will turn out good. hope will not be like the salon that i cut previously at rivervale plaza too. and that is a nightmare!! remember the bald head wanting to dye hair?!! haha!!

today im actually suppose to go for NAFA but im going to chao! haha! lazy la. kk i shall end here to prepare for my presentation tmr!!

Lola!Lolo! the sand is here!!! hehe..

Posted by blah at 2:36 PM | Permalink

good morning i said to my wife. as usaul after a night digging myself covered to sleep as my master always on the aircon so cold.i drag myself up and walk towards the pool. my wife is there already. so play and bathe with her in pool, it was so cooling as the aircon just off. after playing in the pool. i wanted to dry myself before going to the sand. i climb up the tree beside the pool to dry myself. while up in the tree. a saw our shell of food, is there for 2days already, and my servant have not serve me a freash meal yet. im so hungry. then i saw my baby walking back slowly back to our coco hut. she look sad, think she must be hungry too. Suddenly i felt the world is moving round and round. i got so giddy. then i saw my master looking at me. must him who is playing a fool of us. just before i got giddy and fall. he stopped and went to school. when i settle my mind. i slowly climb my way down the tree. and walk to my coco hut to check on my baby. she seem sick. i faster went over and cover her to sleep. and i lay beside her to take care of her.

From The Story of my Hermit Crab, Lola & Lolo.

Posted by blah at 3:04 PM | Permalink

im so cold now wwwuuUUUuuuuUUuuu....the sick fatty, whenever she's in the lab, i will never get to feel how is it like to sweat.
today another boring day, dont feel like doing anything. i completed the powerpoint for this friday presentation. so it all lays on that day.

i just visted the gayish blog. there is one part where he blog the conversation of him talking to his parents about him. he said his mum kind of accept it, but when he ask her if she want to see his bf in the blog, she cried. i suddenly feel quite emotion when i read that. i can feel how the mum feels. if you are a mum, your son confessing to you that he is a gay, whats your reacton to it. i wouldnt up to the extend of disowning him, he's a son of mine afterall. its me that give him the life this way. it is not wrong for him to fall for another guy, but it is just not normal. you dont see it happening to other people sons, but why yours?
and been a son, i feel that he is quite sellfish in a way too. as he know there is alot of people going to have all the stupid comment on him been gay, but ya he did it for he love and his life, as long as he happy. he can ignore those comment. but what about his familly? how he mum is going to face all her friends and siblings, if they know that her son is a gay? they will suffer the same things as him. but is it fair for them?
but no matter how againist is his dad, one day if he need his dad blessing, im so sure some parts of his dad will stil bless for him secertly.

haizz....die im getting more and more kpo. all amy fault, forward me the link. haha!

im so hungry now, but once i step out of my lab i see crowd. going to canteen to find a sit is so terrible. haiz..... think amk will be our lunch canteen from now on.

im bored. but nothing to say already. so bye!

Posted by blah at 11:40 AM | Permalink

today is a new day of the week. altho i had a long break, but i just feel that its not at the right time. since friday been at home most of the time doing nothing.

firstly, the tv in the living room spoiled, some how the screen drop to half the tv screen, so we found a guy to repair, we need to pay 250+ to change the parts. i think the tv is time to retire already, been entertaining us for 5yrs already. in the past 2years we had already spent $700+ including this time. it is gettng more and more not worth, as if we pay afew more we could get a new one already. but my mum told me she might want to buy a small tv to put in her room, and can get the one in her room to put in my room for me to play ps, and to let my baby to watch VCD! when i heard that im so happy!! but that is just thinking of, not confirm. depend on my dad.

secondly, my younger sister been busy with her olevel F&N project. so i cant stop her from using the com.

thirdly, im only left with my parents room tv, but my dad always occupy the tv, none of us dare to fight with him.

so ya, so three days i just left with my bed.

though of asking my friends out, but i still have not got my pay, im broke currently. so i also dont know where to ask them to go.

and my girl was at malaysia enjoying with her family.

lonely, mr lonely....

on saturday went to my grandma place with my younger sis. on the way to there. we talk alot about our family, mostly about my elder sis as she 1 week 7days, everyday reach home when everyone is sleeping, hardly spent time with us. and my mum is very pissed with her.
then my sis said that there was once she over heard my parent saying (my dad always have high hope in my elder sis, but now altho coping her in SIM, she seem not to forcus on study) that next time they cant depend on us children to take care of them, they have to take care of themselve.

i know since younge my dad never really has high hope on me, as i think i had dissapoint him too many times. i did try my best. this few days he been hinting me to go out and get work, i know i still oweing hime money for the installment of my phone. im really very tired from the FYP 5days a week already. but that is not the reason for me to stop working in weekends, the last time i work is for the phillip demo, i actually though it can last me till my attachment from sch. but i was last minute inform that i was actually assign to them for just one month. so last minute how you expect me to find a job that allow to work weekend and just for the next 6weeks.

i now just thinking of going to Delsey to work for the aunty. but something is just stopping me from going. i dont know what to do.

anyway back to school. i now have to focus on the comming presentation this friday. but my group mate he is just relaxing always. haiz. how i wish i can be doing this project alone.

i want to go oversea so badly. i want to feel free!
wo hao xiang fei, tao li ze ge feng kuang shi jie.
na me duo ku, na me duo lei, na me duo mo ming de lei shui....

Posted by blah at 9:26 AM | Permalink

Woke up late this morning after a wonderful night.. hmmmm.............
haha. Siao you must be thinking.

so i reach school at 1145am, and my girl asked to go visit a blog, when i was reading i feel quite uncomfortable, as it is a couple blog almost every sentence will have "my darling....so cute...i love him... and blah blah blah" when i about to stop reading i just scroll down the entries and i was like WTH!! in a neoprint that they took, one of them i posing as thought going to kiss the other, and both are GUY or no no no i dont know which want is but both are MALE!. yucks! haha. but ya, i know im bad.

they have the right to live in a world of theirs, they didnt disturb us. so ya i wouldnt go to read it again... erg.... feel sick. haha.

my lab mates saw it too and the terry keep saying i can be become like them cause i got that kind of face. and keep going on and on...~~~ i need a ear pluck. but anyway its going to be a long weekend, so ya finally can take a long rest. think i will be spenting the days at home most the time and visiting my grandma. such a nice son isnt me? ya. what to do no money. haha. still waiting for my pay.

kk now 545pm already, START PACKING!!

Posted by blah at 5:46 PM | Permalink

i have spent the whole day finding a blog skin and editing it. in another word the whole day not touching the project. haiz...

btw thanks baby for helping me too.
This blog skins show my feeling toward school.
i always feel that the longee im in school, the more i will get use to it. but this time is different the more im in school, the more i hate comming to school. with all the stupid fucking rules, bitch in the lab and the guy so called in charge of the lab, just make me sick.

just tell myself 6+weeks more, tahan!!!

this few days been feeling so restless. everyday with all the same all routin, that makes me even more dont feel like blogging as there is nothing to talk about.

just now during the break was with amybie, we decided to go for a simple lunch. so we went to Cheers and bought cup noodles. when we about to go back to lab. we saw Ling! she came back to compliant about her last sem prog, been a long time that i last see her haha. heard from amybie that we might be meeting up the rest to watch "Take The Lead". hope to catch up with everyone!.

Imm!! got miss me?

30mins more to going home!!! ERG!! pack my bag and wait by the door already bye!

Posted by blah at 5:23 PM | Permalink